Friday, June 3, 2011

The Grand Daddy of Indian Politics - Is a Daddy after all...

After the disappointment of Friday the 13th, It was another Friday just seven days away at Delhi as the Judge at Patiala House spelt out the verdict and Kanimozhi looked at every one for translation in between the chaos, it was but an Irony of sorts that A.Raja the former telecom minister, her partner in crime to say and now an inmate of Delhi's poshest addresses translated the verdict. Even as Kani took resort in the tears of heart felt emotions and arms of her much less seen husband Aravindan I should say some people who wanted to see her behind bars did miss a beat for the lady, whose career had come to an halt only when every one felt she was DMK's answer to its archrival Jaya. She was in more than one way the most suitable to take on Amma, Well-spoken, Well-mannered, Women's Rights Activist, the true Dravidian Thought process in a progressive way, if only it was not for her 2G involvement.Even as the smile had evaded the poet and her name trended on twitter, even as she and her party had become the butt of all jokes about corruption,even as some great coalations were on the verge of break up and even as her mother was flying to Delhi - The failure of Kanimozhi in more than one ways was to see the breakdown of one of the greatest Chankyas of mordern day Indian Politics. Muthuvel Karunanidhi(M.K) has never looked so distorted wether it was his first arrest for fighting for Tamil Country or when MGR became a chief minister in 1977 crushing DMK or when Jaya ordered for his arrest in 2001 or when he lost this time. There always remained an air of aloofness in his defeat as though it did not matter much to him. But on 20th may his plans had gone haywire.. a family he had so grandly protected had lost its girl child to law. No pressures from the patriarch worked before the most independent body of the Indian democracy. As M.K came out and gave his speech to the world after his defeat one look and it would have been enough for a person to understand that his will to go on had been dented, given a hard blow. In between all this it is not to be forgotten that no matter what he is today, he has had his share of limelight.He has been chief minister for quite a few terms and is definitely today the grand daddy of dravidian politics, just that the father in him took over in the last few years.

An orator of par excellence was at loss of words about her arrest, he definitely would have anticipated this coming just that he did not have enough time to make ammends,, even as the words 'thinchotru kadan theerka seradha idam serndhu vanjathil vizndhaya da... karnaa.. vanjagan kannan ada..' would have played in his mind, the incident saw the fall of a long standing(shud i say sitting) leader of indian politics giving up, saying without saying that he is hanging his boots. The Grand Daddy of Indian politics is a daddy after all.. "oru thanthai irukkum nilamayil dhan naan ullen' he said. Its time sir you said goodbye to our politics and get a decent retirement, otherwise you will end up being like another 'Karuna' in the neighbouring state who bore the brunt of being a 'Great Daddy'.


Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Loss the most unbearable pain...

Where do I start... This blog reflects my thoughts my life and me.
I am finding it increasingly difficult to deal with what others see as a broken relationship...

Well it all started on a fine sunny day with just a hello over the phone.A sweet voice that i never believed would haunt me for the rest of my life.But man has plans and God had his. And so it turned out to be the voice that would walk with me for ages to come.

We Came.. We Saw.. We got Conquered.. Thats precisely how i would explain it.One fine summer afternoon i had a face to the voice i heard and a so sweet a face it was. I could feel it in my fingers and i could feel it on my toes.. Love was all around us and so the feeling grew... Good friends to Lovers the transition happened even before we realized.

And thorough my thick and thin she stood by me. I could not have asked god for anything more in life.We shared our life every moment.. every second. My life slowly revolved around her... I dint regret it too.. In fact i enjoyed every bit of it and i believe she did it too. How else could you explain a relationship that lasts for so long.

So it was time for the Litmus test. We said our parents about us we went on a roller coaster ride. We went through every emotion with the family - Sadness, Anger,Despair,Hope,No Hope.. and what not. When everything was kind of finding place and we were in still waters came the greatest lighting strike.. It shattered our boat.. Hindered our travel.. And it all ended...

She ceased to LOVE me and I ceased to Exist.. and if i may quote my most favorite lines
"For She, as you know, was my angel.
Judge, O you gods, how dearly I lov'd her!
This was the most unkindest cut of all;
For when I felt her stab,
Ingratitude, more strong than traitors' arms,
Quite vanquish'd me: then burst my mighty
heart. . . ."


This was it... what took me 5 years to build brick by brick was brought down in one blow.. So bad was the blow that there can be no rebuilding here..

She Left.. and with her she took away all that i possessed.. Happiness.. Joy.. Love... Luck... Feeling of being wanted.. and the fact that I was some one..

I am not sure if there is enough love left in me today.. Of one thing I am sure that i do not regret a single moment that has passed by.. 'Cos they are memories with which i know i can survive for aeons to come..

I might Have loved and Lost... But I am among the few to have had the privilege to Love and be Loved in return,...

There is not more i can ask for... For i am living with the loss... and So will be it...


P.S: For all my friends out there who will read this and get agitated.. angry and would wanna kill me.. Trust me.. This is me. This is th only way I have known to love.. With all my heart.. and this is the only way i can accept the loss.. With all my heart...